anyway, it was quite a good stayover yesterday. though we actually slept so much.. haha. not to mention there's a lilttle hole burnt in my pocket now. but it's all right once or twice a year. if only more people had turned up. never mind, there's next year. hmm, everytime i think about next year, the only thought is that it'll be over sooner than ever. it'll be a crazy year. can't imagine, j2. i'm scared. i'll be looking to others for support, really. arrgh.

need to watch infernal affairs. lord of the rings.

really, i shouldn't appear so angry here. most of the time i'm ok and don't think about that. it isn't really me yeah? so don't get the wrong idea. sorry to all unconcerned. it's rather out of point. but sometimes i just can't stand it lah. i mean what you're doing stinks. you want everyone to know? sucks. it really does.

well well well.. i'm back. finally. not that it really matters actually.. i've learnt to live without the internet. haha..oh well. hols soon to be over. wtf. i'm quite screwed. i haven't touched a single thing. keep saying i will. procrastination sets in. i'd have to do a lil bit of studying soon. some sort. been trying to read more also.. haha. what a holiday. if you can call it that. it's gone even before it started. well it feels that way. scary huh. oh training. lowest attendance on thurs. 4. plus the rain. what the shit lah.. joined in the nus training for a bit yesterday. was bad for me. couldn't really keep up. a billion times more intense than ours i think.. bah lots to do. hmm been saying that since like forever right..well at least we're progressing. some. well, if we don't progress we might as well..never mind. it isn't all that bad.

you know something..i hate liars. maybe hypocrite's a more appropriate word. actually there're many more appropriate words but i don't wish to dirty this place. screw off. get the idea? no, you're an idiot. dog. why am i so pissed? ask..don't ask. STOP BEING AN ASS. ok i repeat what i said below.